How so this life of mine?

All that I have now in my life. All these things I have. Many of them I thought lost forever, many of them I had given up hope of ever encountering in this lifetime. There has always been a part of me that has seen them, ever just around the corner. Has reached out and touched them, on occasion. And perhaps once I longed to touch that world and encounter this magic with another. But that yearning faded long ago, accepting that it was never to be. How suprising to find it suddenly, so un-looked for. And here we both are now, together stepping completely into that world just beyond sight(even just for mere moments at a time) and this world, this magic, has spilled over into everything I see, everything I touch. It is everywhere. I feel as though I was born into a large river. I have spent the last years pushed hard up against a bolder that blocks my way, blocks my passage further through this life. I feel as though I broke free of that boulder, I was loosened by the passing of a dear one and it gave me the strength and courage to push off. It is only now that I am realizing that I am in the river again. I am feeling the flow again, I am free. And all those things that could not reach me, could not move through into manifestation while I was stuck have suddenly appeared. As though they have always been just around the corner....
Walking home in the dark of early morning, the wind blowing strong.
How so this life of mine? A dream it seems like, as though I have wandered into a fairytale, all unwitting. I am peaceful with this, it seems so right. Suddenly everything/anything seems possible. Suddenly for the first time in many years...I want to be here....